mixed emotions and messages left to interpret. Its too tiring to try sometimes to make others comfortable.
But i keep smiling
I dont like being ignored. If your feeling change thats cool but im not trying to be friendly with a ghost. It amazes me how some people can just walk away from things and say fuck you and your closure. So fast to connect then next thing there is a set back. I wish i didnt stay tuned. I have a bad habit of finding connections and understanding colours before i get a chance for otherz to express them. Hold on to golden rings and continue to polish them even when the turn to bronze as an after thought. No. I didnt see us there. I wouldnt let myself that fast with light you were shining my way. I knew you werent ready for me. Either it was love on our own level or i was just a lesson. The stepping stone for your next fancy which you will ideally commit for the spark was not right to ignite the moon for me. It is alright because i know of others and others to come. Learn from my past lovers to find my dream love. I can wait for i know i am never alone and always loved. Too young to concern myself with stress. The only time it comes up is when im stressed and need to cum. Thats when i will miss you because clearing thats the deeps we have ever been. Thanks for the memories.